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OMG

2005-12-09T19:33:06Z

I'M GOING TO SEE NINE INCH NAILS!!!!! in illinois. lol. <3 paul

we have pretty good seats too. i'm gonna go die now. of excitement.

heh

2005-09-22T02:05:38Z

You are a
Social Liberal
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and an...
Economic Liberal
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mmmm

2005-08-26T19:00:40Z

i smell so good right now :) i forgot how much i loved my enlightenment lotion until like 5 minutes ago. i put it on and i just thought, "what an amazing company to be able to make me smell like nag champa without having to burn incense all the time." i need to buy more of this, maybe once school starts and i can order stuff online with my NEW DEBIT CARD. hehe yay.

in other news, i got an very nice illinois sweatshirt in the mail today :) and a very cute note. so i'm in a good mood today.

yard-sailing

2005-08-06T21:25:37Z

so, me and neva sailed through many yards this morning. with coffee in hand of course. there wasnt much good stuff though, even though i bought kind of a lot of stuff.

i got a "candle"/ wax sculpture of a caste with a moat around it and a dragon/hippo guarding it.

some little turtle things that i might give to vicki.

2 beanie babies for david, and how does he repay me? HE ERASES MY DONKEY KONG GAME WHEN I WAS 1 LEVEL BEFORE THE END.

i bought a live phish cd as well as a red hot chili peppers cd solely for the picture on the front, which is supposedly tori amos because anthony kiedis had a crush on her. but its actually really good, so it was a good buy.

and the piece de resistance: a sewing machine from 1901, which we got for $10. its very pretty and maybe we can sell it to someone for more than $10. that would be so siiiickkkkk.

crazy haiku

2005-07-31T16:42:14Z

ooo how risque

2005-07-27T19:18:24Z

My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?

red(ish) hair...

2005-07-26T02:17:27Z

i still havent decided if i like it:

fun stuff

2005-07-25T02:25:43Z

sooo, last week was pretty fun. mostly the latter part. tuesday or one day like that i went to boston with neva and ally and we went to fire and ice, which i guess is my new favorite restaurant, then we went to urban outfitters and i sat in one of those chair i like.

wednesday neva and i put a nice effort into getting drunk, but we couldnt find anything. so we watched a scary movie and stayed up all night and went to t-pauls (lol) at 4 in the morning and got pancakes. t-pauls = the cheapest, awesomest, BEST random place to go at odd hours. t-pauls also = the village spa in south gardner. anyway it was really good.

then thurday my parents actually let me have the house to myself for a night, and neva and vicki slept over and we had a mini-party, with not much stuff until johnny came over and brought more stuff and got me fuckin blasted for the first time in FOREVER. and we went swimming in the middle of thie night and didnt go to bed until like 6:30.

then yesterday i saw paul again and that was really nice :) hopefully this week will be more fun and stuff lol

neva made my dreams come true!

2005-07-12T01:54:05Z

oooook

2005-07-01T21:32:42Z

after weeks of not having updated this thing, i feel i have to right now, because i am watching one of the rare maury episodes where he doesnt do paternity tests. instead, i am watching a man who was once a woman PROPOSE to a woman who was once a man...its strangely inspiring. lol i <3 maury so much.

WHAAAAT

2005-06-06T00:12:36Z

ok, so i was just looking at my diploma because my mom left it on my bed, and i was like "wtf is that a picture of???" the ni finally realized that its an aerial view of GHS...and it really does look like a crop circle! i always say that but i never really had any definitive proof of what it might look like.

OR it looks like it started out as one big circle then slices were mechanically pulled out to the sides and a little arc slice was pulled out of one of those...i know that makes no sense but it would if you saw the picture...so get a look at a ghs diploma!

driving

2005-06-05T19:20:27Z

i just got back from casey's party, and i was gonna go take a nap but i had one of those experiences on the way home that i felt like writing in my livejournal...

i was just driving down park street with the windows open and my hair was blowing everywhere, probably not hte safesy way to drive but definitely a beautiful one. so anyway, i'm driving and that Filter song that goes "do you wanna take my picture, cuz i won't remember...etc" came on, and it all came together and was all surreal...the music was really trippy and my curls were all flying in my face and i had one hand on the wheel...so anyways that was my driving experience. then when i got home i was like, hey where's that pen i had before, so i looked in the glove compartment and realized that i had left something involving glass and a panda bear in there for wayyy too long, so i took it out but i didnt find the pen...

i might as well write more since i never update this crap. i am finally done school! yayyy, etc. i got $500 for graduation and a video camera! so i can finally tape all the stupid shit that i do, like, um, talking about hats with vicki and having crazy conversations about who knows what. and we can tape our smoke rides down that road with all the trees that trip me out soo bad. last night we were doing that and i had this random urge to tape the trees and tell what each of them reminded me of, like, "this tree looks like an indian chief in full headdress" *pans to tree* but i didnt want to tape anything at night because i need the light and i dunno if i want vicki driving and me taping with a light on...that might not be smart.

and my graduation party was fun. my family makes me laugh a lot. i put on some bob marley, and my uncle john comes over and in his crazy boston accent goes "whats this some new band?"...then my cousin keith was like, "is it okay if i pahk my cah right theah?" and he didnt notice that i was making fun of him when i said "no you can pahk ya cah anywheah" and everyone seems to like paul, which is really good :)

haha

2005-05-21T20:59:09Z

lol, i drove past this place in leominster today that said "E&J's Barber Shop...Get your buzz on!"

...vicki used to LOVE that stuff lol...

deathmistress @ 2005-05-17T22:26:00

2005-05-18T02:31:24Z

the trees are all an army
waiting for me
guarding the side of the road
with guns and scary, heinous grins
waiting for me to try to get in
so they can sabotage me,
drain out my will because i'm weak,
too weak to be the forest.
they're too strong and established
used to their mutual growing spots
adding ring after ring since forever
until we kill them without even giving
their army a chance to fight back
no respect no valiant death
just an axe, or now, chainsaw
so we can build our colonial-style houses
among these real colonial trees and their
severed counterparts
we're all living on a bed of tree carcasses
a giant graveyard of wooden bones
and yet as i pick my head up
the trees still guard against me
trying to save themselves
against a relentless, greedy attacker.

random update

2005-05-16T20:07:52Z

i was just cleaning my room, and i randomly decided i should read my cards, so i did, and it always amazes me how accurate they can be sometimes. i still can't really tell if they are actually right or if every card just has such a broad meaning that i make it fit what i asked. but i dont think so. like, for instance, if you get the death card next to the devil card, it means something completely different than if you get the lovers next to the nine of cups or something. you cant make both of those apply to the same thing in the same way. anyway, tarot cards are sweet and i wish i knew how to read palms because i bet that would be cool too.

and i think i need to listen to this song on headphones sometime because i hear its wicked trippy...

prom update cuz i'm bored

2005-05-08T18:16:49Z

i've decided not to wear my green dress to my prom. i am wearing neva's red one right now just to see how likely it is to fall off (its strapless) and so far its doing pretty good at staying on. and i talked to my grandmother and she said a bunch of stuff in seamstress lingo about how she can tack it or something. so i'll probably just wear this one.

update

2005-04-29T23:07:11Z

101.4!!! WTFF. mom should be home in less than an hour though, so hopefully she can tell me what to do. i've bothered her enough at work in the past 2 days. :( i miss paul

sicknesss

2005-04-29T21:42:21Z

i have some weird sickness right now. i dont know whats wrong with me, but i feel all achy and my temperature is being weird too. this morning i took it at 7:45 and it was 100.4, so i took some medicine and took my temperature and hour later and it was 99.6, so i went to school. then when i got home it was only 98.2, so i thought everything was all good. then i took it at like 5, and it was an even 100, then i took it 15 minutes later and it was 99.2, and i just took it again and it was 100.5. and i am all achy again. my freakin sweater is hurting meeee. i'm gonna wait till mom gets home to take more medicine though. maybe she'll know whats wrong with me.

less than a week till prom...

2005-04-24T19:04:04Z

i got prom shoes yesterday. lol my mom picked them out. she's way better at that stuff than i am. i'm too lazy to shop. anyway, they're not the sexiest things ever, and the heel is like 2 inches, but they'e easy spirits so they're pretty comfortable and they look nice on me.

aaaand um...my birthday is wednesday, but i dont have any plans.

lol i am so dumb

2005-04-22T16:16:45Z

i probably just did something reallly stupid. this guy called, and he was like "hey this is brian from neighborhood landscaping. i'm in gardner right now so if you could just give me directions to your house i can come give you the estimate you wanted" and no one's home right now but me.but my dad DID tell me that someone named brian from the landscaping place was gonna call. so i gave him directions to my house, cuz i figured, hey, its just one guy and stuff and he'll be outside. that didnt stop me from going online and being like "paulllllll please be online!" lol. cuz the guy got here, and he went in the backyard, and i looked at his truck and he definitely had a puerto rican guy and a guy with one leg with him. it was soooo creepy. i locked the doors and just like sat by the dog till he left. so, luckily, i didnt get raped by the creepy guys.

yayyyyy

2005-04-18T18:00:40Z

i sat outside today and made more hemp stuff. it was sooo nice. and i think i got some color :) and i dunno if i ever wrote about it in here, but the people up the hill from me had a pheasant coup...and those pheasants were SOOOOO loud. and when i was sitting out there the lady came outside and looked in the thing and i think i heard her say "they're ALL gone..." to her husband. and i havent heard and loud bird noises recently, so thats good.

lucy was out there too. she was being so cute, hunting all the bugs and stuff. she kept pouncing on hornets and making them reallly mad though. but she is fast and i bet there's gonna be lots of dead animals on the deck this year. lol.

ahhh well i have to go buy vicki a present now, since her party is tomorrow and i have money...

deathmistress @ 2005-04-13T13:24:00

2005-04-13T17:37:39Z

the tori amos concert was last night...i was disappointed that i wasnt into it as much as i thought i would be. i think i just didnt even believe i was there. like, vicki and i hadnt even talked about it before until yesterday when we were trying to figure out what to do. plus the stupid girl sitting in front of me could not keep her head still. she kept cocking her head to the side...but eventually some people sat next to her and she couldnt lean so far over that way anymore.

but the show was realllly good. i love tori because she plays EVERYTHING. you never know what to expect. after she played Original Sinsuality for the intro, she played Happy Phantom, which i never would have expected. Then she said something about how HOT it is being 40 and played something like "he's sexy sexy sexy....yeahhhhh..." and played Sweet the Sting. And let's seeeeee...she played Sweet Dreams by the Eurythmics, and River by Joni Mitchell, which made me cry soooo much for some reason. And she played Cooling, which ALSO made me cry. And she played the other Sweet Dreams, and it was beautiful. and the guy in front of me was really funny. he was talking to that annoying girl who couldnt keep her head still, and he seemed really manly almost to the point of being annoying ("you can have sex with brian, as long as i can tape it!") then she played the Doughnut Song and he cried...it was great. i'll have to find a setlist, although i doubt anyone but me cares.

oh yeahhhh and the guy who opened for her, Matt Nathanson, was sooooo insane at guitar. and he was wicked funny. some girl yelled out "I LOVE YOUUUUU" and he was like "i'm pretty sure i'm in love with you too." then he said something really funny that i cant remember and then said "speaking of that, this song is about genitals. something we all have. lets give a clap for our genitals!" i was gonna buy his cd but their were wayyyy too many people in the lobby and i was wicked tired.maybe i can download some stuff. it was a fun night though.

yay!

2005-04-09T20:36:51Z

i am having a very boring, yes wicked sweet day. i was just watching the 100 most metal moments on vh1, and they had a faith no more moment. now, i highly doubt anyone else has ever seen the fnm video for Epic, but i have, and there is this dying fish at the end bouncing around in a puddle, and peta apparently got really mad about it. that sounds like a regular old moment, but then they said that the fish actualy belonged to Bjork and its name was Lunar Soulchild...she like, went to a party at the guitarist's house and let him babysit her fish for her. what makes that even better is that mike patton did some singing on bjork's most recent album.

<3 music

OMGOMG

2005-04-09T17:28:42Z

so, i'm sitting here making a sweet hemp necklace for casey, and listening to DELERIUM, when this song comes ons, and they SAMPLED TORI AMOS!!! that makes me sooooo happy! i mean, i had to stop hemping to put it in my livejournal. i was like, HEY! isnt that caught a lite sneeze?!?!?! OMFG!!! lol. i need to get a life

deathmistress @ 2005-04-08T19:49:00

2005-04-08T23:49:35Z

david stop reading my livejournal. i WILL know and you will get in trouble.

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